Simple diet what everythig began from...

One day I had noticed some strange changes in my state of health: I felt tiredness more often, I wanted to sleep during a day, I was always hungry and sometimes so much that I could not fight with my starvation anymore and I began to eat! After each meal, I was in a huge panic. All my body had been shaking. My brains had been like a broken computer that I could understand almost nothing- all my moves were slower than usual, I had no control on them any more; my eyes were like behind a curtain; all my sensations had been tied up by unknown power; the only one wish had taken a top over me- the wish to die… . Best of all I wanted to leave that body what had lost control and had eaten. I realized how many calories had been added into my organism and that knowing aroused a huge hatred inside of me. I could rush around the room for hours. It seamed to be the end of the world for me. In a while, I fell onto the sofa or anything what was nearer to me with no strength, no emotions, no wishes. I fell like a lifeless body what had lost its life in a cruel battle. My tears were the last alive particle of me. They were flew across my sunken cheeks leaving warm wet lines and disappearing somewhere in the darkness of my clothes.