Anorexia had caught me not at once, not in a moment. She had been waiting for the perfect opportunity for to pick me up. When you only start to think about a light diet that time anorexia already marks you as her potential victim. Having a thought about dieting you tell her by yourself that you would love to meet her, you invite her into your life. We can never know what is waiting for us in further and she uses that against of us. In my life, anorexia had come slowly and silently, like a cat on its soft pillows of paws. At first, I had eliminated from my ration all fried, fat, salty, sour and spicy food. In couple of months I had refused from sweets and bread, and, moreover, I had halved my portions.
Later I had heard about separate nutrition and started it after what I began to eat only vegetables. As soon as such a food was not tasty, I had lost my appetite at all. It was the ultimate time for anorexia to grab me into her hands. I began to notice an overweight in my figure. A huge desire to lose my weight came into my head. And since that time the most awful period of my life had begun, the period with a name- anorexia!
When you are complitely sure in anything - it is your first step into a huge precipice! Do not promise to yourself or anyone elce that that awful case will never happen with you, that that killing diseas will never knock into your doors, that you will never do anything you think is bad.... When you do this you become weak in front of the face of all those adversities. You say "I will never..." and with these words you open your mind and your heart to negative. Remember this and, who knows, maybe this knowledge will save your whole life one day!
Later I had heard about separate nutrition and started it after what I began to eat only vegetables. As soon as such a food was not tasty, I had lost my appetite at all. It was the ultimate time for anorexia to grab me into her hands. I began to notice an overweight in my figure. A huge desire to lose my weight came into my head. And since that time the most awful period of my life had begun, the period with a name- anorexia!
When you are complitely sure in anything - it is your first step into a huge precipice! Do not promise to yourself or anyone elce that that awful case will never happen with you, that that killing diseas will never knock into your doors, that you will never do anything you think is bad.... When you do this you become weak in front of the face of all those adversities. You say "I will never..." and with these words you open your mind and your heart to negative. Remember this and, who knows, maybe this knowledge will save your whole life one day!
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